Appagheny Forum

I've been depressed, I've been suicidal, I've been stuck thinking life is not worth living. But then I started doing no nut November as a joke and it has completely changed my world view. I stopped touching my penis and within 3 days I was able to shower again, within a week I was making my bed, but then the craving became too great and now I want to kill myself. Im such a fucking terrible person. I masturbate once every 5 days and I might as well be scum on the floor. It really sucks. I was hoping I'd be able to ask this foid out once I went a month on nofap but I guess it will never be. :(